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1 week...

a week has passed without me realizing it. this has been a really tiring week for me.

i have a new job and honestly, i'm struggling...this is different...and i'm not even sure if i really wanted this job. it's hard to start anew. there are a lot of things that i have to learn, people that i have to deal with, things that i have to discover...i'm scared, i'm confused, i'm doubtful. i'm not sure if i can make it for another week.

i'm starting to think if i should just give up and wait for a few more months...but something tells me to go on and prove myself. if they can do it, so can I...but then again...

hayyy...i really don't know what to do...

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