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It's time...

The time has finally come…


…to say goodbye.


I have been thinking and re-thinking about what is happening in my life and I think the time has finally come. Goodbyes are never easy. I’m never good in saying goodbye. I hate the feeling of seeing someone walk away, or you walking away from someone or something. I just hate the drama…


But now, I think the time has come for me to let go and move on. I have to find my real purpose in life. I need to find true happiness and contentment. Enough of all these crap! I need to get a life. You only live once so live it to the fullest.


I don’t belong here anymore and I have to find where I fit. It will be a challenge but I know I can do it. I know my loved-ones will be there for me and they will support me. I need to pickup the pieces and find myself.


Whatever that person did to me must be buried and forgotten. I have learned my lesson. And I will no longer let anyone ruin my self-confidence and my self-esteem. I can succeed and I surely will!


To all the people who stood by me through my trying times…I thank you! I’ll forever be grateful for all the help you have given me. You were there when I needed someone and I will truly miss you.


To all those who criticized my way of dealing with things, thank you…you have made me a better person. And without you, I wouldn’t have improved myself.


To you who made me doubt myself…thank you…for I have found the people who truly believe in me. And I have found my true abilities.


Goodbyes will always be a part of life. Without goodbyes, there will be no beginnings…


And now as I say goodbye, I'm just looking forward to start a new life. A fresh life…free from doubts, free from uncertainty, free from hesitations.


Live life to the fullest.

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