Finally, after 37 weeks of waiting, I am now admitted at the hospital and in a few hours I will be giving birth to our precious son, Jakob.
It's entirely different this time...i have more time to prepare and be scared. Truth is, I'm not nervous. I'm scared...totally. I want to cry everytime Jenika tells me not to be scared. Not because I'm scared of needles and the operation. But because I'm scared something would go wrong.
On the other hand, I am so excited. After almost 5 years, we're gonna have another baby in the family. And even Jenika is excited. Tomorrow afternoon Jakob will be here...for real. And I can't help but feel the excitement in my bones.
I'm pretty sure by the next post I write, Baby Jakob will be in my arms. And Daddy, Jenika and me will be even more complete.