It's been a loooonnnnggg time since I last wrote down my thoughts. Times are hard and it's very challenging to keep up with the demands of life. Sometimes I can't help but wonder why other people are luckier than some. And then I go on thinking if I am part of the "luckier" ones. Yes, I may have problems and and challenges that I have to go through but at least I am still alive. My loved ones are still with me and I can still go through each day, albeit one day at a time.
I wake up every day thinking if I can still go on another day pretending that everything's ok. And then I finish each day thinking how I was able to go through the entire day without giving up.
And then, I look at the people I love and I know the answer. It's because of them that I keep on struggling and I keep on fighting. To the words of my husband, "you are not helpless because everyday you choose to fight".
Life is tough. But I am tougher.
I can. I will.